A womens guide to nakedness: Ok according to Australian statistics 1in 3 women ...

A womens guide to nakedness: Ok according to Australian statistics 1in 3 women ...: "Ok according to Australian statistics 1in 3 women have had an abortion ....that is every 3 women ...that means in our churches ...workplace ..."

Day 13

Iam loving How God is unravelling the things that i have tangled ...

unwillingly tangled,but tangled never the less ....

Often in times of despair, we can so long to have thing back to the way they once was...

 that we spin our selves in a rewind position and get all tangled up in the process

love the challenge of taking out the knots .................
Love my God
He is with me all the way

day 12

 Well i have missed a few days of writing ....but not the challenge that's for sure ......
i think my deepest challenge the past few days has been resting in the arms of the king ....when i say rest i mean REST true arms up in the air surrendered rest
You see  usually i can find myself resting but with the occasional squirm......i guess that's why this challenge is so important as its been nearly 3 years since i have truly known that  type of rest ......
guess i have just felt safe hanging on to some sense of control

learning once more to place my life in his hands ....and lose control

simple to some, yet an area that feels so beautiful to be in once again
 .......urmmmmm hope the weight challenge goes as smoothly ha ha

Day 8 .....

Well one thing i have found is i am always a day behind in writing ha ha
Day 8 wow feels like day 88 ha ha
Looked at a house yesterday once again it was not for us ...i praise God he gives me discernment as soon as i sat out side  just knew No !!
Agggrrhhhh iam i being to fussy ...iam i confused ???
What is the lesson ??
I think i should maybe change the title of this blog to a LIFETIME CHALLENGE
I learned today that some things baffle me more than others
i also learnt that all that glitters is not Gold
I conquered wanting a pkt of chips while i wrote last night
I also conquered my laundry
I realise that the journey laid before me is not always going to be easy ...but iam strapped in for the  whole duration ..not giving up

Day 7

7days down 83 to go hahaha
Mmmmmm day 7 shingles easing up ....had beautiful day with the Lord .....went to veiw house only to find realestate had made a mistake and booked me in for today (Tuesday)
love the fact that before I can even begin to lose weight, i have to lose myself once again in God ....love the healing that is happening to my soul ...love that iam finaly taking my hands off the things I once had that no longer are, and learning daily to embrace the new .........

Day 6

Today i woke feeling weak in body soul and spirit ..it took every bit to get up get dressed and go to church to pray ......Today i learned a amazing lesson one i thought i knew ...one i have even preached on ..yet Today it hitme right in my heart ...when we are truly weak he is our strength no person book or confrence can fill that

Love that when we truly have no more to give, God steps in and says Good.... now step aside and recive ...and just pours showers of blessings up you ...i feel i have been soaked this morning in hes amazing comformation of favour

Day 5

Well today i woke with yet another bout of shingles ..inflamed glands and a huge headache...had so much to do, houses to see Dr to visit grocery's to buy ...and feeling quite teary after finding out on wed that the Dr's have declared medically speaking Shaun can no longer work ...and must go on disability ...my heart sand wondering when on eart will i let Go of what once was was and move forward ..so i decided to drive just drive and chat to God..as i did i looked in the mirror and noticed how bad my regrowth was looking ,yet in order to have it done beautiful i have to wait for the lady next week ...as i looked at my regrowth God so spoke to me and said "debs to answer your question its not until you are so stripped back that I can then work in and Thu you with this ...you can pretend your healed and over it, as that's just like buying a $2 hair dye and hoping for the best You have to be patient and give it time an TRUST that i know whats best "